Knowing self to know God
Calvin begins The Institutes with this: “Without knowledge of self, there is no knowledge of God. Our wisdom, insofar as it ought to be deemed true and solid wisdom, consists almost entirely of two parts: the knowledge of God and of ourselves. But as these are connected by many ties, it is not easy to determine which of the two precedes and gives birth to the other.”
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The foundation of all wisdom rests upon our understanding of God’s nature and attributes from the Bible. Through scripture reading, prayer, and deep contemplation, we recognize the eternal love, mercy, and sovereignty of God. Knowing God allows us to find comfort, strength, and guidance in times of difficulty and uncertainty. It deepens our faith and sustains us through life’s trials. The knowledge of God urges us to align our lives with his teachings and divine will, fostering a profound sense of purpose and fulfillment. Ultimately, knowing him is for its own sake and for his deserved glory.
Knowing ourselves is no less vital, however. In Calvin’s view, as we become more self-aware, we learn why we need to know God. It entails self-reflection and humility. As we acknowledge our strengths, limitations, and weaknesses, we humble ourselves toward gospel transformation. We also develop a more profound connection with God as we align our lives with his. -from Redeemer WS letter
I’m experiencing this deeply during sabbatical.